Seventeen days ago, I drove my grandmother to the Emergency Room with pain. I had to beg and convince for days until she accepted to take the ride with me. She's been there ever since and has been diagnosed with a bunch of complications including pancreatic cancer which is known to be a leading cause of cancer death.
I've been staying with her for the majority of the time. Seeing my grandmother suffer from day to day has been tremendously torturous. I can't even begin to explain her condition and the suffering. I love her dearly. She lives down stairs from us and I'm attached... I've been fighting time, everyone's emotional distress including mine, and even my own personal health in hope of alleviating her pain and brining her to at least the best comfort she could be in. I feel defeated, helpless, things are out of control, and I'm incapable.
I'm losing my beautiful anna with all the knowledge I yet need to learn from her. I'm losing the feeling of being blessed every morning before leaving to work. I'm losing her sweet scent and comforting smile. I'm simply facing something I long feared from.
So if its Allah, Jesus, Buddha, Superman, or any other sacred figure that you believe in... Please help me with a prayer for anna....
I've been staying with her for the majority of the time. Seeing my grandmother suffer from day to day has been tremendously torturous. I can't even begin to explain her condition and the suffering. I love her dearly. She lives down stairs from us and I'm attached... I've been fighting time, everyone's emotional distress including mine, and even my own personal health in hope of alleviating her pain and brining her to at least the best comfort she could be in. I feel defeated, helpless, things are out of control, and I'm incapable.
I'm losing my beautiful anna with all the knowledge I yet need to learn from her. I'm losing the feeling of being blessed every morning before leaving to work. I'm losing her sweet scent and comforting smile. I'm simply facing something I long feared from.
So if its Allah, Jesus, Buddha, Superman, or any other sacred figure that you believe in... Please help me with a prayer for anna....
May allah be with your Grandmother
Inshallah t2oom bissalamih.
"ألا بذكر الله تطمئن القلوب"
Read some Qur'an when you're with her, for her, and ask for her blessing by kissing her hand and forehead; you'll comfort her as she comforts you.
ditto Ammar... read Quran for her. Allah yeshafeeha, inshalla.
-- Qwaider: Ameen.. thank u!
-- Adam: Allah ysalmak.
-- Ammar & Secretea: Believe me I've been exhausting all means to make the last God-knows-how-many days, the most peaceful for her myself and the whole family to the best of my ability. Including lots of prayers & Quran. Even though I'm not in denial, its hard to see her being taken away by cancer. Al7amdulilah!
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Allah yejeeb fee il kheir and yesaberkom.
Allah y2awem-ha b el salameh ...
keep praying for her ,,,
w ed3ee allah ..
Allah qader 3la kol shy ..
5aly emanek b allah kbeer ...
Salametha , I hope she feels better soon .
Batooool hang in there!
remember that God is the most merciful,nshAllah ra7 t2oom bil salameh..you're doing great,try to avoid thinking of whats next to come,nobody knows what happens tomorrow,enjoy the positives of Now..my prayers are with ur taita.
Led Zeppelin
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mr.anonymous
inshallah allah be with grandma.. :*
May Allah give her and you strength to fight and please don't ever lose hope, miracles happens all the time.
allah yshafeha o y3afeha o t2oom bissalama o terga3elkom ......allah y2wekom o y9aberkom
Thank you all for your wonderful support :)
Mr. anonymous, you've beeen missed!
allah yshfeeha..keep reading qur2an for her and mentioning her in ur preyer's..mafi 7ada bisa3idha gher allah.